.. .                                                                                                             

                                                                                I come, for a person.

                                         asking for no result, no company, no ownership.

                            Just ask for meeting the one in my most beautiful years.

                                I wonder, wonder, how could i fly away someday..

                                                                               NEVER          BACK.

                                                                                                          ...

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beging to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's stategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness surves
I'm just another writer still trapped within my truch
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly

At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you and I've watched love pass you by
At times think we're drifters still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister but then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

—— 【忘掉你像忘掉我】 · 王菲

寄以为念 ｜秦

二〇〇九 ·  一月三十 『新加坡』

                                                              我想..有一个人能每天陪我吃早餐...

                                                                我想..有一个人能明白我的古怪...

                                           我想..有一个人能在我不愿辩解的时候仍站在我的身边，目光坚定...

                                                            我想..有一个人能在下雨的夜晚泡一壶柚子茶等著我回家...

           我想..有一个人能在我感到脆弱的时候抱紧我...

                             我想..有一个人能在我遇到麻烦的时候默默关心着我...

                                                      我想..有一个人能在我感到无助的时候给我一张机票，告诉我，他会等我回家...

                                                                                                  我想..有一个人能在我得意的时候给我一杯凉水...

                            我想..有一个人能在夜深人静的时候陪我一起思考我们的将来...

                                                                             我想..有一个人能在他生日的时候想到我...

                                    我想..有一个人能在他最艰难的时候把我当作动力...

                      我想..有一个人能在他熬不过的日子里接受我的帮助，哪怕也许我只有微薄的能力...
 
                                                                                             我想..有一个人能在我迷茫的时候告诉我，他相信我...
 
                                                                                                 我想..有一个人在我犯懒的时候对我说他愿意养我...

                                        我想..有一个人能在我失眠的夜晚递给我一杯热奶茶...

                                             我想..有一个人他一辈子叫着我“傻瓜”...

其实..有一个人，只用拥抱，就让我想到了天长地久……

电话的这边，为什么，我说不出话，而只是泪如雨下。。 

谢谢你。 秦 】   

公元貳零零八年 · 冬至夜     

于 新加坡     

『 By the way,,happy birthday to myself.. 』

那明媚的阳光，就这么把好心情暖出来~

散下的头发一丝丝的，就这么把小优雅飘出来~

大提琴就这么淡淡的，把忧伤一点一点的流淌出来...

一捧玫瑰花。欣喜。可是  掺拌起了忧伤...

有一种感受无从表述...不知你懂?

一路上，蔓蔓树荫，是个静幽的地方，甚至不自觉地想用优雅来配合它...

这样的日子里，想起了舒婷的残句：

“我将从容地穿过开阔地

   走向你，走向你，

   风扬起纷飞的长发，

   我是你骤雨中的百合花。

   风雨里邂逅，混乱中的温婉。”

我们不能把生活过成诗，但我期待这样真实的梦殇...

我不知道，真的不知道，如果如果...

...

希望你都听得到...

whoever you are,...

请你幸福。

『钟情是几何，直线最短；思念是心算，曲线极长。』

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十一月二十七日 · 新加坡